I felt like rapist taking the pic of my victim... muahaha


monster scare victim part 4--action (4th and most successful shoots)




thinking of u at
8:39 pm



finish target setting and some updates on a cent woth of my thoughs
i have always been a straightforward
i like to show my thoughts either through my actions or words
i might minimise the impact but i will still show it
if i offended anyone in this post, i apologise
i muz clarify tt this are all base on assumption with no evidance
but my criminals escape punishment due to lack of evidence too
only they themselves knew that they did it or not
whether are they caught in the end or not
it is their own conscience that will punish them
recently some things happened and as friends
we guessed that A did sth as it is too much of a coincidence
as friends and somemore we have no evidence
we can't say anything
but i am brought up with upright character
n these actions make me feel disgusted
some preaching is tt ppl
in one's life there is so much to achieve yet so much to loss
have ypu ever wonder tt to acheive sth
you muz lose sth
this is wad Ms Chia describe as no pain no gain
in order to achieve good results, some poeple lost their freedom
while others lose their happiness
some sacrifices friends or even their moral value
it is up to one to weigh wad is more important in their life
but a question to you b4 thinking tt it is worth it
What is your purpose of life???
So wad if you did well academically??
Doing well in JC only ensure a place in the university
in the good fac u still have to compete with even better people
and you lose even more
and even if you do well in schools does not mean that you will do well in ur career
many people chose to study medicine and science
due to its good career prospect and high pay
but doin sth juz becoz of pay don't make one happier
money makes the world goes round
yet money can't buy all the most precious thing on earth
be it time, freedom, friendship, love, and most importantly happiness
if you did not do the job out of passion
then why do it in the first place???
Why not do a job that you like and passion will make you excel in it
den ur pay will increase too
mb it might not be as high as other job
but at least you are happy

as i said i am a strightforward person
so I HATE BACKSTABBERS
i rather you tell that person what's wrong
or juz give a black face
than being so nice to B
and tok bad things behind her back
Y muz you make ur life and ppl's so difficult???
I agreed with amander that simplicity=complexity
most people can't be simple and tt make their life so miserable
chinese saying goes 知足常乐
but the truth is most people i noe
don't and will never understand the meaning behind this phrase
tt's why they never experience real happiness
haiz.... am i do innocent or stupid to believe that being happy is more important???

P.S: to ppl who understood wad i say, aren't we a hypocrite too as we are like acting as if nth happen in front of A???

thinking of u at
8:03 pm



hmm... so weird...
although i online once every week
but my post seems to me once a mth tt kind
wel... block test is over
and i muz say tt i've got the worse grades in my life
mb my excuse of having no target shld be thrown away
and i muz really start studying le

my target by June hol
1) Practise my syf piece till my best
2) Practise my concert songs also
3) Plan the camp and orientation and make sure they ran smoothly
4) Start listening in lect and do my tut
5) Study the whole J1 Syllabus during June Hols
6) Study block test1 topics during weekends from tmr
7) Sleep 8h everyday and tv 1h per day

well.... sincerely hope tt by block test 2 my result will improve tremendously
i am sure A's will be more difficult than block test 1
coz block test 1 really not tt difficult lorx

thinking of u at
7:53 pm



wah wah... damn damn long nv update le
almost a month
well... nth much happened except for the misfortune on jana
angela came sg
SAJC tremors scare
yu gou yanzi cd
Block test nxt week...















my teacher gave us this to eat... yam yam















my gang simply love fruits after a lunch (creative stall vendors)













My glowing bacteria(puke)














tt time co orientation (my grp -lao shu coz we love tammy)

















My cousin and his gf and she treat me eat the godiva choc... yum yum
















My tooth mould B4 and aft (even idiot can differentiate them rite???)











beatiful pic tt i took ( i can be a photographer man!!!!)












sooooo cute rite (i saying myself *pukes*) lol














this is a bag... can u believe it!!!! too bad it is too big or else i will buy it :)











well... its business management with accountancy double major course interest me sia
which means tt aft As i shall study for SAT1: reasoning test... OMG











this sounds interesting too which means i have to study financial engineering



well..... i can also opt to go ntu which provide 3years direst honours for acct and business
and they have tourism and actuarial science(sth like risk analysing)


BUT if i did badly for As, i can go for NUS's Chinese studies or psycology which i don mind too :)

and reallie can't i will take tourism and hotel management diploma or acct in privatebut i tink the chi department will take me in rite???? lol
or i can go learn cooking!!!!! ( and use a knife to chop ppl up) haha

I sincerely hope that all this can motivate me to do well for my As sia
but with so mani choices and the obstacle i've gotta face if i do well and wanna go to the course i want
no wonder deep inside me, i dowan to study at all...
it's a fight b/w the devil and angel inside me
so who will win.... let the block test be the best prove man
bye~~~~

thinking of u at
9:06 pm